Confessions

#2391 [Feedback]

i met this boy back in april and i fell in love with him when i first met him. then this girl came into the picture and they fell in love or so they think they are but not as much as i love him. i would give him the world if i could. they have been dating for a couple of months now but it makes me so upset that they really dont have anything in comman. but him and i have more of a connection than him and her will ever have. and now my heart is breaking even more because there getting married. plus they have had sex twice and he was a virgin now she has his virginity. i told him i really dont have feeling for him but the truth is i still do and i always will because he has my heart. i only think of him every time i listen to music and i imagine myself singing to him and my head on his shoulders. it hurts so bad. and everyone says they may not get married because they are so young but i dont know. the other thing that makes me sad though is she has never been single ever and she has had more boyfriends than any girl i know she has alot of guy friends and shes evil she wears the pants and hes always at her beck and call. they only see eachother three times a week. she wont let him have any friends that are girls unless they are ugly. and she doesnt want him being friends with me because im pretty. shes taller than him too. its so strange to look at sometimes.also when he looks at me and i look at him we have a connection i can just...... feel it and i know he does too but its like he ignores because he acts like he ignores me. i love him so much that i would stand outside in the rain for him in a hurricane. i would give him cpr to save him or kiss him with true loves kiss to bring him back to life. i sometimes find a fallen eyelash on my cheek and when i blow it to make a wish i wish for him to break up with her and be with me. its the first time in my life that i have not care whether we have two different religions. hes catholic and im jewish and i still love him. hes my true love he makes my heart skip three beats every second.

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#2387	A 19 year old can love a 38 year old. Three time zones doesn\'t matter, nor do miles. I\'d have WALKED to you, I was hell-bent. Now, I\'m just walking away.
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#2386 [Feedback]	i just ate a tuna sandwich on toasted bagel...the first meat or dairy in over a year as i am a vegan...it was really good but i totally regret it...
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#2385

Today I hit another car in a parking lot. The lot was cluttered and full, and I should not even of attempted parking there. I left a long scratch along both our cars, and drove off quickly. Truth is, I\'m a new driver. I\'ve had my full for two years, but only recently have I gotten a car. I could drive perfectly two years ago-- but now, I barely know the rules of the road and backing up and parking are major issues for me. I almost caused an accident two weeks prior to this one. I shouldn\'t be on the road. I\'m a hazard.

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#2382 [Feedback]

I hate who I am. What I have done through life has put me in a state of misery. My shallow ways and lustful thoughts have placed me into a state of depression and loneliness. I was with a girl who truly loved me at one point and I left her for a girl with a incredible body who just broke up with het boyfriend. A few weeks later I was having sex with an ex-girlfriend of mine. Then two. Then three of them. None of them knew about each other. I would have sex or at least make-out with two of them in a day. All of them pushed me for a relationship but my thought process was \"What do they want that for? I\'m in it for the sex why can\'t they be?\" Soon enough they realized what a loser I was and all moved on and fell in love. It didn\'t really bother me at first, then I started getting lonely. I started dating a girl because I knew she wouldn\'t be about sex. I fell in love with her. The whole time she was using me for what money I had and then left me for another guy. It broke my heart in two. Months later a girl from my past came into my life one day. We hooked up and made love for hours. I thought my curse was gone. Now she never talks to me and I\'m pretty sure is trying to be with my best friend. These are my sins though only a few. God has punished me for my mistakes and I\'m sure will continue to do so until I have earned God\'s forgiveness. Pray for me that I have the strength. I am running out of hope.

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#2381	I\'ve become an expert at alienating myself. :(
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#2380 [Feedback]

My husband and I seperated in April 2011...he had been seeing someone else since March..we have been married for 7 years, and have a 3 year old..he broke my heart into a million pieces..The only comfort i found was a married coworker. He has been so sweet to me and in May our relationship went from being friendly and compassionate sympathy to passionate and loving. His wife is pregnant due to have thier first baby this month. Im so ashamed..my husband and i got back together in July, but i havent been able to bring myself to stop falling for my coworker...the difference between him and my husband is remarkable...i was so fully convinced that my husband iddn\'t love me anymore, that i turned to the nearest thing that acted like i was worth something, but even after i tld him im workin on my marriage with myhusband, we tried to avoid eachother, but we couldn\'t stop. This weird pull that ive never had with my husband, keeps pulling us togehter..and neither one of us are really trying to stop it. Neither one of us are trying to be homewreckers...we both know who we are with...and don\'t want to change it...but he told me he\'s starting to fall for me...and i asked him if that was a abd thing..he said he didn\'t know...we havent spoken of it since, cause ive been subtly telling him i love him too...we just kind of avoid the emotional part, but we both know we mean more to eachother then a physical affair......

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#2378 [Feedback]	I think I get kind of high from saying rosary. I\'m not Catholic, but saying rosary gives me this amazing sense of peace. But then, that could just be the diphenhydramine kicking in.
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#2376 [Feedback]	I\'ll just be confessing that this world will be either plunged into further chaos or be better once i come along in years time, probably in 12 years time, just watch out for the news.
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#2374 [Feedback]	When I was young I started watching porn I would nearly watch it every night then one time i came across underage porn and developed I thing for it I dont know why I done this, it stopped when i was 17 and its been haunting me ever since I\'m 18 now and I don\'t know what to do but i am very sorry for what iv done
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