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#78

im married a newlywed and really young or i at least am in most peoples eyes im a lot more than wat meets the eyes tho ive cheated on my new husband already we have a hard relationship its long distance at the moment and has been on and off for the past several years recently in the past few months i met a friend of his brother the kid is almost 3 years younger than me but one nite i got so trashed i lost my pot and had the brothers friend help me try and find it i dont even remember most of it just blurry patches uf him shoving me onto stuff and against walls this isnt the first time either before we were married an old friend of my husband came into town for a month we hung out like everyday with a big group of friends we friendly flirted but that was about it because he really like my husband on the last nite we got so sloshed and we were both bitching to each other how much we loved our significant others (he had a g/f too!) we were both so in love with them but still so lonely suddenly it went from talking to sneaking away to this feild to fuck i woke up guilty and he woke up wanting to be with me instead of the girl he supposedly loved i may sound evil but i love my husband sometimes too much i am crazy and jelous sometimes but he is beautiful almost like a model he has a great job money and all the morals he keeps me grounded and hes my bestfriend i dunno im just a sexual person plus there has been many situations of cheating on his end too but i kno of them he knows nothing of mine we were swingers at one point but we got too deep into with this couple and situations arose we quit for good but somewhere both of us keep hinting after (the out-of-town friend) thing happened i got involved with a guy i worked with he was again younger and less mature i was basicly using him he got me fucked up non stop and the parties he found were amazing u have no idea how many girls were after this dude and i got him to follow me around like a love sick puppy just from a little sex i dont know how i dd this but it all started with him friend flirting and then it got serious he tried several times to get me alone then one nite he gave me all this ecstacy so i would hang out with him so i did i told him first thing my intentions (drugs and sex) but he never listened one time he even gave me tons of perkaset i passed out unkowingly bcause he smoked pot with me too i woke up naked in his bed i still have no idea wat happened after that i realized he was getting to attached and i tried to break it off then he introduced me to coke the funny thing is we had the same group of friends and tons of other mutual friends that we had successfully kept all this hidden from this guy also had been friends with my now husband anyway for the next three months i was basicly coked out the entire time and i couldnt get away from that dude finaly i graduated and quit that job and we lost touch by alot of planned out avoidance while that was all happening i also got with this girl beautiful as hell im bi a closet bi my husband knows but not entirely he gets mad if hes not supervising or involved in anyway hes very jelous too neway this girl was covered in tatoos and peircins she was petite and blonde and such a partygirl just like me we had so much fun together we were just friends with benefits and we both indulged in many drugs together she claimed to her friends and family that i was her real girlfriend but none of my bestfriends ever knew of that either im very secreive and i lead multiple existences now im not messing around but im still using drugs not anything hard though my husband doesnt aprove now that hes sober too he used to be a huge druggie thats how i met him neway i really feel guilty and depressed all of this is eating me alive but i will never be selfish enough to tell my husband these things just to feel less of a burden just to feel better about myself he will never kno and no one except the actual ppl i cheated with will kno either

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#44 [Feedback]	Last night when my little brother was asleep, I tried to fart in his mouth and accidentally sprayed poop all over his face, then my mom caught me and threw a shoe at me striking me in the forehead. I ended up getting 4 stiched and my brother still smells like poop.
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#24	every time something i've been looking forward to goes wrong i start to become really paranoid that all my friends hate me. and then i start hating them becoz i dnt wanna be one of those clingy ppl. but they never realise i h8 them n den we all do sumtin fun n i'm bak to bein happy n lovin them. it drives me crazy and i think i may have a chemical inbalance. whatever it is i'm fairly fucked up.
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#47

i had been a really bad person, always thinking that i m smart(but i m not at all),and looking down on others.i hav hurt a lot of my friends and even my loved ones by making them cry. i dun wan 2 beg 4 their forgiveness as i dun deserve it. pls dun forgive me, it will make me feel better. even though i noe my mistakes, but i keep on repeating them. i really hated myself. just 2 say sorry to everyone.

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#144 [Feedback]

I have had sex before marriage. Many times. I had once sex with 5 different guys in one week. I lie. I curse. Used Gods name in vain. Im selvfish. Ive disrespected my parents. I masturbate. I think about sex often. Ive watched porn. I have taken naked pictures and made sexual videos myself. I have gotten drunk often. I think about my looks far to much. I am materalistic. Im lazy. I have prayed to Allah. I have done tarot, got my palms read, read horoscope, done ouija board. Ive listened to satanic metal and cheap crappy sex focused RnB and hip hop. The list goes on...... :(

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#963 [Feedback]

There is a woman that comes into my office sometimes to take my trash. I do not know her name, but yesterday, she called me by mine – probably seeing my name placard outside of my office door - and it sent shivers down my spine. I sometimes had fantasized about her but once she spoke my name, my interest exploded forth to the point that I cannot expel her fragrance out of my nose and I cannot chase her silhouette out of my desirous mind. Oh, to press my flesh against hers and writhe together to the point of climax. And then lay there in each other’s arms, thinking how mad we are at giving into our desires and laughing about how we shall keep this intimate moment together forever a secret.

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#1

I pop too many pills my boyfriend says. he confiscated a bottle, but i have others. I take more then he knows behind his back. it was already a huge trust issue when he found out i had been taking one drug behind his back, if he were to now discover that i've continued doing this with not one but several drugs, he may never trust me again. and he loves me so much it would distroy him. why am i doing this? am i trying to sabotage my relationship? that can't be, i love him more than my own life and i can't imagine a life without him. i know we'd both contemplate suicide if we were to break up, and worse, i'm his first real love, he's never had a serious relationship before me. i don't know how he'd handle it if it did end. that's one of my worst fears, hurting him. and i have been recently. things were so rough yesterday, this has never happened to us in 2 years. so why can't i stop lying to him? i'm a deceitful, manipulative, and undeserveing little cunt. he's this best thing that's ever happened to me, why am i throwing a wrench into a beautifully functioning machine? god i need to get a grip on myself. i can see disappointment and sadness in his eyes sometimes now. it's killing me.

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#3

Ok, I couldnt help it, it was so tempting. I mean you'd do it too if you could. When she came to me, she aked me for a favor, I just thought I would help her out...I five starred her in her vagina. I'm sorry Cherell; my last ex liked it. The second thing I have to confess is that for the first time the other day, I was a bad samaritan. This lady was on the side of the road, east 104. Her car was broken down. She was waving for help and the devil in me came out, I pulled over and acted like I was going to help her. I told her to wait in the car and once she got all comfortable and was sitting behind her dashboard smiling. I gave her the brain then drove off. Oh, how it made me smile. My third confession...

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#32	I shot JFK!! And got away with it!
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#82	I am sorry that my mind constantly wonders to other people. I am sorry that I cannot at times be contented with just you. I know that you are what God gave me but I am slow to learn it. Be patient with me. Beleive me and be there. I am yours and yours alone.
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