Confessions

#15	I'm a lesbian who is not only out to everyone but her parents but is also in a deep, comited relationship. Last weekend, I slept with a man and loved every minute of it. I still can't go out without a scarf around my neck. I'm going to tell her tonight.
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#14	this really really really hot girl wants me, but im in a committed relationship with my girlfriend who ive been with for over a year, she doesnt put out, but i know the hot girl will (for me, it would be a first for her) and i dont know what to do.
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#13

hey. i am tired. my life feels like it often places too much importance on being attractive to guys. i starve myself often, i think hard about how to act so they like me, and its not like i am a slut i just want one boy i really really like to like me back and to go out for ages. its not like youd pick me as desperate im stunning and smart and funny and i have some guys be like how can anyone not like me, and that may be true, itd be believable but i wonder why i am here. ive had some vague thing with some guy we hooked up like a month ago and have talked heaps msn/sms (gay i know) and today i think he is beginning to get over it. i dont really mind, i dont really like him and i can see him again and itll be cool, but something about it makes me feel shot down - i mean honestly shutup me. im so silly and i obsess about bullshit like guys i get so upset if things dont work out even if it makes perfect sense i think its because i see each guy as that guy to save me, to be my number one. tiredness.

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#12

I have this crush on a guy that used to be addicted to cocaine along with other drugs. I read something that he wrote about seeing girls as just means for a thrill. He talked about how he would just take girls up to his room and somehow nonchalantly persuade them to have sex with him...instead of being turn off by this.. it makes me want him more. I want him to treat me like a play thing. Too bad he's not into that kind of thing now. ..that I know of.

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#11	A list of all my confessions: When I was 10 or so, I threw a rock at my neighbor and she had to get stitches. When I was 15 - 16, I cheated on my first real girl friend 3 times. Also when I was 16, I had sex with my manager who was 27 with 3 kids. I hate my girlfriend and constantly try to find a new one. I steal a lot. I smoke almost everyday.
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#10

I feel so dead anymore. I leave the house about once every two or three days, and this is typically just a 20 minute run up to the store. I talk to a friend about once a month. My days are spent sitting in front of the computer, talking online, playing games and looking at stupid pictures. It's all so pointless. I got drunk with a friend a couple of weeks ago. I honestly didn't know how to act. I had nothing to talk about. I don't know if I'm ever going to be able to incorporate myself back in to the real world. If there was somebody I was with a lot of the time, such as a girlfriend or best friend, I'd be so much better off. But right now I just feel completely isolated from the world. It's not going to change on it's own and I've been making attempts in the last few weeks, but it's not working properly. It reminds me of a movie I once saw. I can normally keep my mind busy enough that I don't care. Lately though, it's really taking a toll on me. I'm ready to die. I get so sad when I see people doing the things I used to do. Truly having fun, laughing with each other, having real relationships. I'm just a brain attached to a keyboard. I'm not important to anybody or anything. I'm not happy. Beyond those two things, is there really any point to being alive? I don't know how much longer I can hold out, waiting for change. I have to make the change myself, and I can't. God help me.

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#9

ive only been going out with him for a little while now and hes not likea really bad bf or nething ..but all of a sudden i catch myslef thinking of someone else. someone i never thought id actually care for that way..were so different from each other in every way theres no possible way it could ever work..i wonder if i could be happy with him or if it would just be a bunch of problems..i kno he likes me but im not sure if its just for looks or if he really does..i fantasize about sleeping with him at our work and i know theres a very high possiblility of it happening..if i let it..the truth is im afraid im going to give in ..and everytime my bf starts to piss me off the other one is always there for me ..i hope my bf doesnt make me mad..cuz each time i get closer and closer to actually hooking up with the other.

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#8

I sleep with my laptop next to me. I think I have an unhealthy addiction to my computer and my electronic communication with friends. I have friends, im not a loner, but it seems so much of my interaction with some of them is online. Maybe others feel this way too. Maybe this is more of a cultural phenomenom...all our communication becoming through technology. Regardless, it makes me sad to think I sleep alone, next to my laptop at night and not a real person. And now I go to sleep :(

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#7	I almost broke up with my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years the other night. He spends more time with his friends than me, and I'm feeling ignored. He pays the most attention to me when we're in bed and he wants to get laid. By that point, I'm not even interested. His friends have a combined IQ of 85, and they act 16.
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#6	I only like guys with lip rings and gaged ears, not to mention tattoos. I'm starting to think i'll never find anyone who will love me, truly. And i fear for my future.
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